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A year after, hits and misses (2nd 6 months)

 March – May 2013: Stroke of Luck and off to Medical Industry

Previous job leads have not borne fruit.  It is unclear if it needs patience or a different approach.  Confidence is an interesting thing.  We feel more confident when the recruiters call us for an interview.

I got a gentle stroke of luck to land on a senior position in a Medical device company, close to home and in industry that has direct relevance to our well beings.  Just that I have enjoyed my employment break so much, it is a dampened excitement to get something that matches up well with what I have been looking for.

Just to name a few differences:Change - Blue Button

From a company of 300,000+ employees to a company of just over 1000 employees; from a permanent position to a consultant position; from high-tech industry to medical device field; from IT management to program management in marketing; from applications management to product development; not to mention from IE 10 to IE 8; nor from SQL2012 to SQL2008; the contrast is amazing.

Differences aside, there are not small similarities.  And there are so many skills and experiences that can be leveraged.  I am naturally grateful for what I have learned in the past.

As a consultant, one could be a bit remote from office politics, and enjoys the feeling of earning tangible $ every day as well as the overtime payment protection of working more hours.

Opportunity of a permanent position presents itself when it is too early to call.

 

June – August 2013: Hits and Misses

It is not so much what the decision is, more what we make of the decision.

Misses –do-something-different

  • The friendship and comradeship for a company I have worked for many years.  That every one of the 300,000+ employees is a phone call or email away.
  • Miss the perceived sense of security and certainty.
  • Miss the respect and authority established over the years.
  • Day of self-doubt when interviews do not end up with an offer

Hits –

  • Time for so many activities I enjoy.  Every day is full of stuff that I like to take up.
  • Time to reflect and put the first half of career in perspective.  Realization of how much has been done, and how to apply the experiences in different settings.
  • The experience of retirement days if not months.
  • The exposure of non-profit organizations and how to get in.
  • Refresh on latest technology and its trend – cloud, software-as-service, blogging and mobile application.
  • Connect with people
  • The confidence and reality that we can move on to another challenge – change is possible.

How we set our goals affect what we get in the end – I start off the journey, with the top reason to do something different and relevant.  It is certainly different, and time would tell if it is relevant.

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A year after, on the road less travelled (1st 6 month)

What would you do when yroad-less-traveledou are “looking for something different” in middle age before too late, and when the choice presented itself as a financial reward to leave; or stay in a well-respected and secure position in a company of 300,000+ employees?

With the courage echoed in the song of “Ready to take a chance again”, biblical verse “Launch into the Deep” and to no small extent, the financial cushion, it was not a hard decision.

On the first anniversary, what have been the hits and misses on this road less travelled?

September – November 2012: Living like a retiree, years prior to the social security age of retirement.

Life fast forwards itself to years later, to be on discussion about retirement, annuities, medical care, not to mention about the approaches from financial planners.  What best to help planning than considering important decisions years ahead of time? A relaxed mindset is precious, even doing the same thing feels different; it allows reflection of the career so far, and allows the space to ponder what to do up next.  A typical day is like rising early, surf internet, exercise, read WSJ, watching TV, read books, learn something, volunteers, check out jobs, before cooking dinners.  In between afternoon tea, school activities, financial stuff, classes, tennis, family cooking and exploring opportunities, there has been so much more things to do than time affords.

December – February 2013: Launch into the open, Ups and Downs

I got job relocation to United States years ago, and have been in the same company since, my job search experience is nothing serious at best; with some career transition service, I am off to training in job search, resumes, interviews and offer negotiation.  To prepare for job search, I enjoy the moments of looking back on what has been achieved, and to plan out what I would look for.  Joining job search group is one of the easier approaches to know people of vastly different experiences, and connect with people of common goals of getting a job.   These months are months that I get to know/reconnect with folks and their stories, than the last 20 years togetforest-trail-300x225her.  The initial desire of non-profit did not quite plan out the same way, volunteer is possible, but trying to combine meaningful purpose with my core competence is not straight forward.  I got close to working for a non-profit educational setting, but have a wake-up call the reality of a noble objective may not mean working in an environment within the comfort zone.  For the commercial worlds, the resume to interview ratio is about 3 – 5%, most of my interviews were from companies that I have no connection.   There is some stroke of luck to often have job leads each week, though I fully understand the seed of doubt in days with no calls.

December offers a number of opportunities, where the chance to get deep in interview in senior positions in companies of household names, with meaningful products, or exciting start-up, boasts confidence.   Answering challenging questions in interviews, knowing the interviewers are awfully smart, has been an intensive experience similar to pushing your brain to work times faster than usual. There have been days I fancy my chance of getting “multiple” offers, yet I exit the quarter empty handed.   If looking for a job is a job itself, I chose to take a week off.

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Career vs Stock Investment

With more past years in our career than future years, we are more frequently approached with the topic of retirement planning.  An important part of retirement planning is our portfolio investment.  Maybe not too surprisingly, there are quite some similarities between career and investment.

  • Time, knowledge and skills are applied in a job to make a living or achieve something, so is investment.
  • learn-about-investingStock selection in investment has the fundamental approach of starting from top down – pick the market, sector within the market, industry within the sector, and then the company.   Against the odds, one could have the right talent and luck to land on a job in a great company of a top performing industry.  That aside, would you prefer an average company in a top performing industry to working in a great company in an average performing industry?  Are there more chance for a company to be better in a top performing industry? What is the chance of a company to transform an average performing industry it is in?
  • Past performance is no guarantee of future results.  Don’t count on your illustrious past?  Yet, also don’t underestimate your potential if things  have not worked out before.istockphoto_11036314-new-job-next-exit1
  • Have both an entrance and exit criteria for each investment.  How many have entrance criteria for a new job? And far fewer people have exit criteria.
  • Review the portfolio every x years – where discipline battles against complacence.  Do you set aside time to reflect how you are doing in your job?
  • Most of us could not beat the average.
  • Money is a mean not the final goal.
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The cuckoo’s calling by Robert Galbraith (or J K Rowling)

It almost brings more drama to this detective story with the twist J K Rowling disguises her book under the name of Robert Galbraith.

When Robert Galbraith is discovered to be J K Rowling (the author of Harry Potter), the book attracts many times more the audience.   Another evidence how the fame and track record can bring to the table.  Could any readers have discovered the mystery of the author?  Well, it is of the same style, of mature technique, of strong and different characters, and of the style to create a climax at the end.  For me, the identify of the author would be safe if it has not been revealed on newspaper.

The plot starts with the death of a super-model Lula who was adopted by a rich family.  She falls from the balcony of her luxurious apartment and is dead on the scene.  Her history of mental instability, drug issue, relationship problem, together with implied incompetence of the police, rule the death as a suicide.  Just when the case turns cool in the eyes of paparazzi, John Bristow, Lula’s brother, brings the case to a private investigator, Cormoran Strike.

After losing a leg in Afghanistan and a recent broke-up from his pretty and rich girlfriend, Strike is scraping by with one client and credits are many.  As Strike and his new temp, Robin, take up the investigation, twists and turns, together with another death, are abundant before the real murderer is tracked down at the very last.  Along the way,  Strike meets up  different characters and uses brilliant skills to get these people to reveal their secrets – the rich and the poor, the simple and the sophisticated personality, the bright and dark sides.

The book is not short of characters in the glittering heights of society – luxurious, comfortable life, snobbishness in full display with stupidity and darkness. Tansy, the only witness of the Lula’s falling and insistence of a murder, is widely reported as a woman of stupidity and drug issue.  She is filing a divorce with her famous director husband.  Is she really stupid, can the witness be trusted?   Tansy’s sister Ursula, wife of a lawyer firm partner, has her own affair with Lula’s unlikeable uncle.   Then comes the celebrities – the actor Evan and fiancé of Lula, the rap singer Deeby, the designer Guy and his model.

There are characters who live meagerly.   Lula’s biological mother Marlene, with a super-model as her daughter, lives with more greed than guiltiness of leaving her daughter to an adopted family.  Lula’s unusual friend, Rochelle, is mentally unstable, and in a poor social circle, and has enjoyed the intermittent glamorous display of Lula’s life.  Why they would be looked upon as friends, the real reason unfolds towards the end.

Plus the middle class – the security guard Wilson, the temp Robin and her fiancé Matthew.   Robin, Strike’s temp, is among the best –  simple, happy, caring and smart.

Robert Galbraith (aka J K Rowling) has once again told a very good story and shares her personal observation of the lives of many, in vastly different social circles.

I look forward to the sequel and the continual partnership of Cormoran and Robin.

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Great, good or bad leaders

I was once in an interview to a position where the hiring manager confidently said that “people don’t leave a company, they leave their manager”.  I give him the vote of confidence of a good leader and would not mind a bit working in his organization.

How does one differentiate great leaders from not-so-great ones?   People with enough years of working are likely having fair shares of relatively great, good or bad managers.

– is the organization a prosperous one with high spirit and high level of engagement?

– is the organization doing meaningful things?

– is the employee of the organization highly motivated, willing to try new ideas?

– is the leader competent in its position and ready to take up additional responsibilities?

– does the leader acknowledge challenges facing the staff versus make the staff feel incompetent?

– does the leader help to remove obstacles versus creating obstacles?

– does the leader listen and ask probing question versus offer solution that belittle the staff?

– does the leader expand the strength of people versus exploiting the weakness?

– does the leader say “thank you” enough?

– does the leader care about career goals versus squeeze the most?

– does the leader put effort to help people grow?

– does the staff learn from the leader?

– what does the top performer and average performer say about the leader?

There are zillion books on Leadership.   The reality is – when we run into great leaders, we know them; and when we run into bad ones, we also know.

There is a saying that “a bird should find a good resting place”, so is it that “one need to find a great leader along the way”.

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New York Ground Zero

World Trade Center ground zero is a place to visit in New York.

To revisit the 911 tragedy in perspective is almost harder. When it happened, the unthinkable happened, and the breaking news on TV was received with the overwhelming sentiment of disbelief. Ten years later, we knew how the attack was unfolded, we knew who did it; we knew how close, if not already, we were at war; we knew the casualty, and the families who lost someone forever.

When I was there last week, the re-construction was still in progress yet very impressive. The two pools were such a symbolic representation – the rim was inscribed with the names of the dead; with water flowing down the tall pool walls, yet the water disappears into a deep hole in the middle. What a visual way to demonstrate the void left behind the 911 tragedy!

And the sole tree that survived, being nurtured back to life, and moved back to the site.  The chronological recording of the day, on the wall of the gift shop, is touching and informative.   There is more to complete for the ground zero site, including a museum and the completion of two skyscrapers.

In this world-famous financial center and materialistic city of unparallel charm, may the ground zero be the constant reminder of what money cannot cure.

 

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What to listen to – our heart or our mind?

In life, there are decision making moments.

Do we listen to our heart or to our mind?

I have a situation that my heart and mind do not come together on a decision I need to make. As owner of both, it is a conflict to manage.

Heart is an interesting piece of art – if she feels neglected, she would be quiet and dumb; it becomes hard to find what she wants; yet, if I follow her often, she is controlling.

Mind is more rational and considers many factors in decision making.

In recent consideration about a job opportunity, my mind and heart do not agree.  My heart wants a free-spirited life with less stress and responsibilities.  My mind takes it as means of living, learning, taking risk, maybe practicing failure and making contribution.

Do we follow the heart or mind to live a happier life?

For those who live in the present, all the time and for many years at different stages of life, maybe it is happier and more fulfilling to go with the heart. There are tons of self-helping books about following our passion and our heart.

For most mortals, we live in the present; we also think about the future; and at times, we look back in the past. And we would like to have a decent retirement at a senior age.

To my heart, I am sorry this time I cannot follow you and I have not chosen the road less travelled.  I choose a rational decision for the present, and for the future.

To my heart and my mind, please keep your lively spirit for many more decisions to come.

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Delightful Read – A book about remembering everything

Moonwalking with Einstein: the Art and Science of Remembering Everything by Joshua Foer.

Technology enables companies to offer free storage to store stuff, last I heard, up to 1 TB per user.  “Is there such a capacity for humans to remember everything?”    More importantly, can our brain retrieve the information?

This is a true story of a journalist in his journey into the finals of US Memory Championships.  In the championships, among many things, it tests the ability to remember names, numbers, people, cards using variety of techniques such as memory palace, intensive reading.  The true story covers a variety of memory techniques; and enriched by a parallel documentation of the history of memory management from internal to external media;memory intertwined with the stories of a few unusual human beings.

This is a story of “what one could achieve with commitment” and “the history of memory management”.

The author provides content and flavor; and tells the story in both a personal and professional manner.  He turns a seemingly dry topic into a very enjoyable read.   Not to mention that the reader grasps a few useful techniques to remember better.

If you are looking for a good read, or ways to reverse your perception of failing memory, check this out, and I hope you would enjoy the read as much as I do.

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A Tale of Two Cities – it was the best of times, it was the worst

I was recently working on a program involving partners who conduct businesses in different languages, different styles, different processes with different quality standards.   “A tale of two cities” came in my mind – for whatever conflict is in modern business, it seems petty when it came to what happened in the story that took place in London and Paris in the epoch of French Revolution.

With a powerful opening of the book –

It was the best of times, it was the worst of times,

it was the age of wisdom, it was the age of foolishness . . .

It is a novel of human nature, of romance, and of French revolution.  The novel was written in 1850s. I read the version first published in 1906 and was last reprinted in 1979 by Everyman’s library.   In this computer era with constant refresh of technology, the novel stands the test of time and has been a joy to read and probably read again.A-Tale-of-Two-Cities-by-Charles-Dickens

The novel depicts the brutality and peasants oppression of French aristocracy in the years leading up to the French revolution, with the subsequent revenge of similar, if not greater scale, towards the former aristocrats in the early years of the revolution.

The story centers round several protagonists.   Dr. Manette, a respectable man of his profession and of humanity, imprisoned for years in prison of Bastille, for committing no crime, other than reporting a crime of an aristocrat.  His loving daughter, Miss Manette, who grows up in the absence of his father, has a natural bondage with Dr. Manette, as he escaped to London.

Defarge, the wine shop owner, becomes a man of significance leading up to Bastille attack and the French revolution.   His wife, with life-long resentment towards the aristocrats, turns into a woman of brutality in her indiscriminate revenge towards the fallen French class.

Charles Darnay and Sydney Carton, from Paris and London respectively, brought together in fate and common love for Miss Manette.  Darnay is a French aristocrat, who could not stand the unfairness of the society, moved to London to start a life of teaching profession.  He is a victim to the revolution despite his virtuous nature and was sentenced to beheading.  Carton, an English barrister, of unparallel talent, lives an ill-spent life out of habit.  Carton decides to redeem his life out of his unrequited love for Darney’s wife (Miss Manette).  He disguises himself as Darnay and replaces him in prison on the day of the execution.

The novel is rich of human bondage, from the struggle of Dr. Manette in the historical moments, his forgiveness of Darnay’s identity, the unbreakable father-daughter bondage, to the romantic love between Darnay and Miss Manette.

The novel ends with the ultimate redemption of  Carton in his sacrifice for the well beings of Manette and Darnay – “It is a far, far better thing that I do, than I have ever done; it is a far, far better rest that I go to, than I have ever known”.

It is no doubt an impressive novel.  Each read would give a deeper appreciation of the author, better understanding of the characters, and newer discovery of what may have missed.

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Sound of music

A side effect of back to work –  less free time and inspiration is harder to catch.   A job grants $ and challenges;  yet takes away time and relaxation.time-is-money

We all lose and gain something without realizing it.

In the teens, I had some tunes in my head almost all the time, and was excited about some new songs, new lyrics.   Those were the days without MP3, and with green monitor for the bulky computer.  Those were the days we listened to the radio and at times, waited for the favorite songs to play out.  And then remember the lyrics as quickly as one could.  Little did I know that was one of the best memory training; little did I know the influence of lyrics on my values.

Through the years, the music gradually disappears from my life.   It is not something that happens all out of sudden, but it is more like the time is being taken up by events, activities, computers, new endeavors.  No new music, lyrics or tunes for a while – well, there is still some – the piano pieces my kids practice daily.    I spend way more time on computer that do not need emotional engagement and concentration.

Is it something to mourn over?  I don’t know.  More a sentiment that I have moved on, and along the way, the music has been left behind.   Would I pick it back up again?  Very likely?

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