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Good bye 2016

My desolate year of 2016 was rounded off with ten quiet days of resting, eating, watching TV, good reads and fine dinners (by the way, I like the Village Pub at the Woodside, CA).

With three of his books already made movies, Michael Lewis’ “The Undoing Project” had 46 holds in the library.  I read “The Big Short”, published back in 2011 instead.  “The Big Short” was a refreshing, character-driven narrative about the crash in the bond and real estate derivative (subprime mortgage) markets in 2008.  (Subprime) mortgage was made to borrowers who were almost expected to default when the interest rates went up or the housing market stopped appreciating enough for any refinance.  Layers of investment vehicles were manufactured out of these subprime mortgages as they were bundled and repackaged “recursively” in sophisticated ways that few in Wall Street understood.  As the story developed, it bred more and more the injustice why in the end people involved still left the table well and rich when US government had to bailout the financial industry using taxpayers’ money.  The author displayed exceptional talent and insight in untangling the little understood market meltdown into attention-grabbing stories around the crash which had repercussions to almost everyone.  His other “business” books are added to my “to-read list”.

happy-new-year-2017-1-1024x768Henry Kissinger is well-known in his pivotal role in the normalization of relations between US and China.  I had the fortune to listen to his dialogue with Eric Schmidt around the time when his book “World Order” was just published. “World Order” gave a shrewd summary of the varieties of World Order, its legitimacy and power, the role of United States, in their past, present and their development in the uncertain future.  As it repeatedly mention, there is information, knowledge and wisdom. Reading this book injects knowledge and wisdom to better understand the world views of China, Middle-East, Europe and US.  This is on my “re-read” list.  This book is so content rich that it should be read as a textbook.  I am humbled and know that I will learn new things in each read.

lahiri_lowlandMy son took the American Literature AP class in his class and he chose the novels of Jhumba Lahiri to write a thesis.  Lahiri won the Pulitzer Prize with her debut short story collection “Interpreter of Maladies”.  I ended up reading “The Lowland” and “The Namesake” by her. “The Lowland” tells the modest but content-rich story of two brothers and one common wife, a posthumous daughter living their years in Calcutta and Rhode Island, through the Naxalite-Maoist insurgency in India, a short marriage, a death, a remarriage and more. The author uses plain English to articulate the emotional dynamics as the characters progress from youth to their declining years.  She kneads numerous life tidbits into a coherent storyline that vividly portrays what life has been in that era and the events around the first generation of Indian immigrants to America.  Her novels may need more maturity in the readers and maybe too ambitious for high school kids in Silicon Valley.

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A refreshing read : “Quiet” by Susan Cain

In this era of internet of things, we “google” for answers, “whatsapp” to be social and “youtube” to express. We have shorter attention span and less patience; and with more information, there are more things to share than more time to listen to others’ sharing.

Thousands of years of Chinese/Eastern teaching talks about developing important character traits such as humbleness, subtlety, persistence and altruism. Fast forward with western culture shaping the world, the character focus has shifted to personality focus.

This book “QuietQuiet : The Power of Introverts in a World That Can’t Stop Talking”, by Susan Cain, is a refreshing read. Susan quietly writes about the behavior, the thought process and world-changing contribution of that quieter half of the world population.  It gives explanation on how introverts and extroverts function; and offers insights to readers of any personalities.

“Quiet” talks about the rise of extroversion as a cultural (personality) ideal, with life examples from Dale Carnegie to the author’s personal experience in Tony Robbins’ events.  It attempts to answer questions like “Are personality a result of nature or nurture?”  It talks about different biology reaction, thought process and behavior between introverts and extroverts; follow with vivid stories of contrasting personality between Franklin and Eleanor Roosevelt; and the different behaviors leading to Wall Street Crash and the folks who thrive in the Crash. boldshy

There is a chapter on the soft power of “quiet” introvert, and a deeper dive into the cultural values outside of US, including perspective of scholarly students with Asian-heritage in US high schools and their challenges in fitting into college where speaking-up, social interaction and group thinking are “demanded”.

Just as extroverts make charismatic leaders and make many contributions, introverts are making great contributions to the society from Van Gogh and his paintings to Wozniak and the invention of personal computer.

The book finishes with case studies on how to love and work with/within your and others’ personalities.

If you are among those who are curious about different personalities (including your own); or simply to learn to work and love one of them, you would enjoy reading the research, the analysis and the stories of “Quiet”.  I am surprised this book has not made more noise, but maybe it is not a surprise when many prizes extrovert just a little bit more.ambivert

 

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A PATH APPEARS – change lives for the better

Like many,A path appears I contribute to some non-profit organizations, and have been a World Vision child sponsor for many years.  More recently, I realize the responsibility to go from easy act of giving to more thoughtful consideration to give where it creates impact I care about.

If you are interested in changing lives for the better including your own, you would love this book “A path appears” by Nicholas Kristof and Sheryl WuDunn.

In this world of unequal opportunities contributed no less by the lottery of birth, the book offers, the best I have seen, a path on how to help those who lose at the birth draw.

With Cure-Violence to combat inner-city conflicts in the United States by applying principle of epidemiology; or organization which brings in older Americans to tutor students in public school across the country, it gives a catalog of opportunities to support babies to teens, from combating inner-city challenges to transforming slums in Kenya.  The true stories are riveting and convincing how small acts of individual can make life-changing impacts to others.

I love the refreshingly bold section that talks about challenges in managing non-profit organizations and at times competition among them.  Recently, I read about peA path appears 2ople stop donating to a non-profit organization as they consider the CEO got a high pay (when it was pretty low compared to the business world). There is expectation that people associated with non-profit initiatives should be sacrificial.  Such undermines abilities to attract best talent and create pressure to cut corners in the administration of non-profit organizations.  Should we judge instead the impacts the organization make or not make?

The third and last section sums up to “help others help ourselves”.  It echoes a childhood learning that helping is the origin of happiness.  If altruism has a mixed record of success, it has an almost perfect record of helping ourselves.

If you just want to spare a minute on the topic, the last page lists six steps to take in the next six minutes.

Another on my reading list: “Half the Sky” from the same authors.

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The Sixth Extinction by Elizabeth Kolbert

On tsixth extinctionhe summer reading list of President Obama, it raises enough curiosity to pick up this book on a foreign topic – the history of species evolution and extinction.

The author Elizabeth Kolbert draws her audience in this unusual topic and does a fantastic job in reporting about species evolution and extinction in this planet.  Elizabeth not only makes the topic interesting, it makes it relevant why we care about species diversity, about ocean acidification and about mega fauna extinction. In her journey, she visited different places that had made a mark in the species evolution or extinction.  Everywhere she goes – she reports the past, the present, the story and its adventures through first hand conversations and hands-on experience.

The book starts with the extinction of a few frog species; and in thirteen chapters, each tramammothcks a species that is emblematic – the American mastodian, the great auk, an ammonite talks about extinct species; the increasingly fragmented Amazon rainforest, the ocean acidification and the endangered corals at Great Barrier Reef talk about the present landscape; plus many more around mammals and human.     If any of these is new to you, the author will carry you to these new territories.

In the chapter oNeanderthaln theory of mega fauna extinction, it is mind boggling on how human arrival may correlate the closest the species extinction when human predators unintentionally disrupts their long reproductive cycle; and the species reduction triggers forest overgrowth, then climate change.  And how modern human species drive to extinction o
f its cousin such as Neanderthal; the uniqueness of human bring madness, creativity and at the same time its destructive power which drives species extinction and one day could be our own.

The book is educational and entertaining; it tells an unnatural history of species evolution and the evolving theory about it.  I love reading about the stories, and learn a lot more than expected.  It gives a deeper appreciation of what is going on in the planet; and why we want to sustain the species diversity.

If the above topics do not interest you, wait till you start reading the book.

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‘I Am Malala’ by Malala Yousafzai – her fight for education

It is not everyday scene to see an 18-year old teenager getting a standing ovation in a late night show.  She is the youngest-ever Nobel peace prize laureate.

‘I i am malalaam Malala” covers her fifteen years of life in Pakistan, her families, her childhood, her schools and the global terrorism before she was almost shot to death.

Her father is not a traditional man.  He fell in love with his future wife and got married; in a culture which did not celebrate the arrival of a girl, he gave her whole heart to his daughter Malala when she was born.   Her father is a man with a dream to educate children. His dream led the family to Mingora, Swat Valley, to build schools.  There were years of hardship around building schools in Pakistan, not to mention that the schools were for both boys and girls.   Yet, through the eyes of Malala, there is the positivity and the belief in overcoming obstacles.

As her family “financial” situation improved and the school was established, the political situation in Pakistan deteriorated as Taliban started to penetrate to the Swat valley. It started with propaganda over radio which influenced minds and provided a platform to attack non-conformist.  As the influences increased, it spread terror through physical attack and increasingly powerful militants.  The commitment and competence of Pakistan regime to protect the territory from falling to Taliban were both questionable; for years, Malala’s family has been living through wars between the Taliban and the Pakistan military; and schools were being bombed often.   As the town went from bad to worse, her family became internally displaced, like refugees.

Through the turmoil, Malala lives through her childhood, with tons of family love, friends, and her fair share of teenager worries.   Like many children, she loves learning, she is concerned about grades, she loves to be the top student in her class; she has friends, and occasional arguments with friends; she is a typical elder sister with sibling rivalries.   She has concern about her height and wish diligence could get herself an inch taller.

What is inspirational is her love of learning and her belief of education against terrorism.  Malala has pursued her education at risk of her personal safety; i am malala quoteshe relentlessly advocates for education through her blog, her speech and her bravery.  When her family became internally displaced, GiftsofBooksthe thing she missed the most was her books.  When she recovered in the hospital, she wanted her books, and she missed the school examinations.  Malala’s love of learning and school is a lesson for all the kids in many countries, where education is taken for granted.

This is a story of a girl, a family and a country through the eyes of Malala, with unusual clarity of thought, passion and strength; yet without the sophistication of premature adulthood.

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Food to eat before you …

I came across this book “1,000 foods to eat before you die: A food lover’s life list” recently. Food occupies this rare intersection of meeting basic survival needs and providing abundant pleasure.

Not so much as bucket list for food, my food recommendation includes: high-tea at Peninsula hotel in Hong Kong, high-tea at Raffles in Singapore, Salmon Sashimi at Vancouver, “eggettes” from the street hawkers, Hong-Kong style milk tea at the civilians’ local cafe, Kobe beef at Alexander’s steak house in Bay Area, freshly baked pineapple bun with butter at local bakery, egg tart freshly baked, ice cream, fresh crabs, Hong-Kong style curry, Thai curry, Hainan chicken rice, sesame paste dessert, walnut paste dessert.   If this gets the mouth waters, this list easily goes on and on.   There are some that bring back the memory lane.

Best and Worst of Waffle    

Waffle is my favorite breakfast choice.  Though almost never had it as my breakfast in my childhood, I had it as snack from the street hawkers where peanut butter, milk and sugar were put on freshly baked waffles. It was just casually delicious.  I like its subtle crunch, its just-there sweetness, its pleasing look with a perfect symmetry and an easy goinWafflesg nature that goes well with peanut butter, or ice cream or fruits or other companions.  There are fries or pastries that are presented in the shape of a mini-waffle, which alone, improve their appeal.  My best and worst waffles were both at a hotel near university campus.  My best experience happened nearby the Harvard campus at Cambridge.  The hotel was upscale where the ingredients were  organic and carefully selected; the restaurant was filled with Harvard students with their families.  It could be the ambiance, it could be the vacation appetite –  the waffle breakfast was absolutely delicious.  Fast forward a couple of years, I arrived at Ann Arbor near University of Michigan, just off a red-eye flight.   Tired with little appetite and much time to kill, I was at this buffet-style breakfast served at the hotel. It could be the sleep deprivation, it could be the lack of diners, and it could be the waffles have been waiting for a diner for days, the waffle tasted so poorly that it was hard to reproduce. Waffle continues to be my favorite choice, though its carbohydrates make it a challenge now.

Egg sandwiches
It is such a simple dish, yet a challenge to make it uegg sandwichnforgettable.  The best, in my book, is served in this modest and absolutely cramped cafe with somewhat of an untidy feel.  We followed a tourist guide to land on this Hong-Kong style local cafe.   If the first time was a discovery, the next time was a target reunion as we arrived in an early morning flight.  The bread is so soft, so full of scrambled egg, so fresh and the service is so fast.  My American-born kids remember this place well.

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Shanghai Hairy Crab

My childhood memory is terribly limited, but I remember many years ago, that meal of eating Hairy Crab with family and relatives on a rare outing.  Crab is my all-time favorite seafood, but that Hairy Crab and its roe are the best of all crabs.   Fast forward decades later, I was on a business trip and got an official hairy crab treat from my Shanghai host in a decent restaurant, and even in the right month of October.  Sometimes, we romanticized our memory, this hairy crab is the real deal.

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Cover her face by P.D. James

Sometimes the passing of an author triggers our first read to her novels.  I read “Cover her face’ by P.D. James who lived her last day in November this year, at age 94.   She was an English crime writer and was well known for her series of detective novels starring police commander and poet Adam Dalgliesh.  P.D. James has three books on the top 100 crime novels of all time.

‘Cover her face’ is the debut of her crime novel and its character Adam Dalgliesh in 1962.  It details the investigations by detective ACover her facedam Dalgliesh into the death of a young, sly and secretive maid, surrounded by a family which has reasons to want her gone.   Sally Jupp is an unmarried mother, recently accepted into Eleanor Maxie’s household as a maid. She used her ways to seduce a romantic relationship with Eleanor’s son Stephen, and has earned herself haters more than friends.  In the morning after she announced that Stephen has proposed to her, she was discovered dead on her bed with bruises from a strangler’s fingers forever on her throat.  It is up to chief inspector Adam Dalgliesh to uncover the life of Sally Jupp, and who that murderer is.

Some crime novels have intertwined and sophisticated plot which invites the intelligent readersto join the detective work, such as the novel ‘Devotion of Suspect X’.   Some are more like the plot follows the characters, such as ‘The cuckoo’s calling by Robert Galbraith’.  ‘Cover her face’ belongs more to the latter category, it has a good plot, though the murderer could also be anybody’s guess and it is up to the author, or the detective Adam, to walk us through, at the end, how it plays out.

D. James, bring alive the characters, and offers a vivid landscape of the crime scene. There is so much to like about the writing style of P.D. James and its characters.

The story started with this poetic introduction

“Exactly three months before the killing at Martingale Mrs. Maxie gave a dinner party.  Years later, when the trial was a half-forgotten scandal and the headlines were yellowing on the newspaper lining of cupboard drawers, Eleanor Maxie looked back on that spring evening as the opening scene of tragedy.’  And what follows is her skillful portrait of her family, their friends and the community around.  The crime surfaces at the end of chapter 3, after much anticipation, followed by the debut of Chief Inspector Adam from Scotland Yard. P.D. James

Adam started the investigation with 1-on-1 meetings with each character.  His intelligence and experience is beyond doubts, there is little coverage on Adam as a person, yet when his thought ‘I have no son. My own child and his mother died three hours after he was born’ tells a lot when he was posed the question ‘Would you wish for such a marriage for your son?’ by Eleanor Maxie.  And as the story ends, ‘he knew with sudden and heart-lifting certainty that they (Eleanor’s daughter and him) would meet again. And when that happened, the right words would be found’.   It leaves a lot to uncover about the character in the novels to follow.

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Colorless Tsukuru Tazaki and his years of pilgrimage

Aside from aColorless Tsukuru few classics, I prefer reading original novel to translated novel.  Why would one want to depend on the quality of translation?  Sometimes, the translated version feels like something amiss.   This book “Colorless Tsukuru Tazaki and his years of pilgrimage” by Haruki Murakami (村上春樹) recounts a remarkable story of Tsukuru, that shines from the original Japanese version to the English translation.  And how often is a book related to such a beautiful musical piece of the “Years of Pilgrimage” by Franz Liszt?

The main character Tsukuru had 4 of his closest friends (2 girls, 2 boys) in his high school at Nagoya. Just like their last names, his friends have a color and character of their own.  Tsukuru, as its name in Japanese implied, enjoys doing things and he loves (building) train station.  This group of 3 boys and 2 girls knitted such a tight friendship that transcended romantic possibilities common for youth of that age. As they graduated from high school, Tsukuru moved to Tokyo and his 4 friends staying in Nagoya for colleges; they relished their reunions whenever Tsukuru showed up in Nagoya.  One summer as he visited Nagoya, his friends did not return his calls, and when finally reached one of them, he was told that none would see him again.  He was disowned by the group and had no friends.   For the next few months, he gave up living and thought about death all the time.

Years later, he made a living in building train stations, had a few relationship, but none worked out.   In his mid thirties, he met someone who made him contemplate his (still) bleeding heart; and started on his journey to the past and to thColorless Tsukuru and musice far.

It is a story of discovering the past to mend the present.  It is a story of friendship, love, heartbreak and love again.  Just like many of his books, it goes beyond the storyline and is sprinkled with equally captivating expressions of deep feelings towards the relationships, towards the dreams and towards the life of the main characters.  As Tsukuru finds his group years later, he not only discovers why he has been disowned, but also many more, that the readers can resonate with.

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