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Are you lucky enough to have a passion?

If we only live once, it seems simple to spare maximum time on things we like to do.  People, with a passion, are lucky; even luckier if the passion is inexpensive, universal and healthy.

Writing, about something we love to do, turns out to be pretty challenging.  There is just a lot of sentiments, and so hard to organize things from the heart.  And is it a passion?  Is it a hobby?  It seems more than something to do when there is time, so it feels more as a passion.  There are often times that passion needs to give way to other responsibilities; there are times that it simply hibernates.   Nevertheless, when it is a passion, there is always the joy of getting back to it.?????????????????????

I love tennis since high school. My relationship with it has ups and downs. It gave a good first impression as a decent sport. There were some of the biggest matches broadcasted on the television, including Wimbledon and the other 3 majors.  Watching matches was actually quite boring at the beginning but I hang on to know the result firsthand. After getting used to, the full matches are as enjoyable as movies. Then I started to play and found it pretty challenging to get good at, maybe that is how I get hooked up. After a while, the top professional players became familiar names, and there were some favorite players to root for.  Playing the game is about me and whoever is on the other side of the net.  Most coaches would ask to play 3 times a week to maiist2_5885851-tennis-girl-cartoon-characterntain; and more often to improve. Easier to say than declaring a pure lack of talent, I have never got close to that time commitment, and expectedly, my skills are very far from where I want it to be. Human could be strange species, sometimes, we just want to keep pounding on things that we are not very good at.

My time spent on watching tennis varies over the years.  These days, I can spare a bit more time to play and even follow some full matches of tournament.  Most folks are satisfied with the few minutes of highlights to know the results, and stay up-to-date; well as a passion, it is not just the final score line, it is also  about how the match develops into the win/loss results.  A full match shows the improvisation of the players, the match-up, and the dynamics.  I enjoy the most to see the very top player works its ways to seize the important points.  It parallels the life dynamic, in which not every second means the same. There are potentials of turning points, and the distance created by how those few moments, are being played out, propel a person towards very different destinies.   roger federer french

From Ivan Lendl to Pete Sampras to now Roger Federer, they are all my favorite players and represent different era.  there is charm in Stefan Edberg as well, but did not watch enough of his matches to develop a following.  Roger Federer is my vote for the GOAT (Greatest Player of all Times) if there is such a thing. The “Most Favorite Player of all Times” can probably be more objectively  measured in terms the support of the spectators, peers roger federerand fans around the world for all the tournaments.  Peers support him to win the “Stefan Edberg Sportsmanship Award” for a record 10 years; Fans support him to win the “Fans’ favorite Award” for a record and consecutive 12 years; and many places he plays, he receives “home court advantage” through the support and cheering of the spectators.   There are often so much things to learn from– how he plays, how he faces adversities, how he faces the press, how he manages losses and wins.  All can give inspirations to other facets of lives, if we so choose.

It is hard to stop writing something about our favorite player, next time.

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Another chapter

Transitioningpage-turning to a new company is no easy task, yet the experience is often among the memorable moments in our career.  It feels like an exciting traveler to a foreign country of different culture and a different language. Like a traveler, there are many things that the initial impression could define the remaining journey.   It may be uncomfortable, it may be surprising; yet, it is rejuvenating.

First, what is the language of the company?  Every company has its own language, glossary and intriguing acronyms.  Is it a different dialect, or a totally different language from what you know? The former is easier to understand, the latter is a test of both the intelligence and confidence.  Intelligence, as it is, to try to make sense for every single in a few words understood; and confidence to have the courage to ask questions.  Like many other things, we become more adaptive with more experience of similar kind.  Knowing a place takes time and effort.  As difficult as it sounds, the learning slope is amazing – just like an infant discovering new things every day. That speed of learning would not last long, so it is worthwhile to savor the moments.  if_you_can_dream_it_you_can_do_it_mug-p1682003925297081092otmb_400

What about the leaders and the countrymen?  Are they friendly or hostile?  Are they helpful?  Are they down to earth or full of BS?  We should consider lucky if the new environment is one of the friendly and supportive environments, yet better to take nothing for granted.  Even if it is not, it may be a good healthy ambition to think about how to make the environment better.  In many ways, the instinct could be developed pretty quickly on your love, like or dislike of the new environment; and that could stay with you for a long time.

Then, how do you feel the job relevance versus your personal value?  Whether it is a big company or small company, it is ideal to get that relationship between the job objective and the personal ‘mission’.

I talked about having an entrance and exit criteria for a new position a few months ago. Maybe the thought of having exit criteria is a telling sign that the last job has been a transitional one.  This time, there would be no exit criteria but to experience both feet in for a bit.

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Colorless Tsukuru Tazaki and his years of pilgrimage

Aside from aColorless Tsukuru few classics, I prefer reading original novel to translated novel.  Why would one want to depend on the quality of translation?  Sometimes, the translated version feels like something amiss.   This book “Colorless Tsukuru Tazaki and his years of pilgrimage” by Haruki Murakami (村上春樹) recounts a remarkable story of Tsukuru, that shines from the original Japanese version to the English translation.  And how often is a book related to such a beautiful musical piece of the “Years of Pilgrimage” by Franz Liszt?

The main character Tsukuru had 4 of his closest friends (2 girls, 2 boys) in his high school at Nagoya. Just like their last names, his friends have a color and character of their own.  Tsukuru, as its name in Japanese implied, enjoys doing things and he loves (building) train station.  This group of 3 boys and 2 girls knitted such a tight friendship that transcended romantic possibilities common for youth of that age. As they graduated from high school, Tsukuru moved to Tokyo and his 4 friends staying in Nagoya for colleges; they relished their reunions whenever Tsukuru showed up in Nagoya.  One summer as he visited Nagoya, his friends did not return his calls, and when finally reached one of them, he was told that none would see him again.  He was disowned by the group and had no friends.   For the next few months, he gave up living and thought about death all the time.

Years later, he made a living in building train stations, had a few relationship, but none worked out.   In his mid thirties, he met someone who made him contemplate his (still) bleeding heart; and started on his journey to the past and to thColorless Tsukuru and musice far.

It is a story of discovering the past to mend the present.  It is a story of friendship, love, heartbreak and love again.  Just like many of his books, it goes beyond the storyline and is sprinkled with equally captivating expressions of deep feelings towards the relationships, towards the dreams and towards the life of the main characters.  As Tsukuru finds his group years later, he not only discovers why he has been disowned, but also many more, that the readers can resonate with.

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